My little prince

Yes.. I have a baby who is 1 yr now.. enni rojulayyindo kada blog raasi. Em cheyanu, everything has changed. Na life lo ippudu happiness, sadness, excitement, depression anni vacchicherayi.


Yep, my son, Lucky is 1yr now. He is a development delayed kid. He was affected with Infantile Spasms, which is a very very rare disease. Yes, I am a mother of a special kid. I have to accept the fact that my son doesnt still recognize me, nor does see and smile. I am going thru a roller coaster ride and currently this ride is struck at the deepest level. Everything is paused. I have no idea, if this is again start running normal, if not at a super speed. When I see other kids, I feel so bad. Vadini chusukuntu bratikestunna.. vadu navvina, cheyi notlo pettunna, oka kotta sound nerchukunna, I feel so happy. Emo may be GOD is teaching me to be happy for small things. May be I am not fit for having a normal life. I pray GOD for curing my kid. Deenikantey nenu emi cheyaleni nissahaya sthiti lo unna.

Probably GOD wants to show me that there is nothing we control. We are so helpless. Still when I see people planning things, navvalo edavalo teleedu. Here is what I learnt.. FIGHT WITH LIFE, IT IS NOT A EASY THING TO LIVE. EVEN IF YOU WANT TO LIVE A HAPPY LIFE.. GOD MAY NOT LIKE YOU TO DO SO, LEARN TO COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS AND SHOW HIM that YOU WILL BE HAPPY whatever it MIGHT TAKE. JUST BE THANKFUL TO HIM AND BELIEVE IN HIM WITH UNWAVERED FAITH.

cant write more.. na valla avvatledu na badha express cheyadam

Trains from blore to hyb and viceversa

Here are the trains which can be taken from yeshwantpur/ bangalore to kacheguda / sec station and vice versa.

(Please check with www.irctc.co.in wrt the train numbers - there may be a change)

I love my work

Yes, I am really happy to say this. I have seen people who just work because they have to and I also have seen ppl who put their hearts and souls into it. I feel so restless when I cannot work. May be I am a bit too much of workaholic but I am happy with it.

I used to feel bad once upon a time that I haven't chosen a right job for myself. But now, I don't regret it. I am loving it! Yes I get an immense satisfaction. Thanks to my hubby who has supports me to enjoy my work. :)

Everyday morning I get up, I feel so energetic and am drawn towards office. I like it. This might be because of the challenges I get to face or the culture and the environment people here have created. What ever might be the reason.. I am happy to be here.

interesting!

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Amazing

I sometimes feel that ppl around me are amazing. Esp profs ni chustey anipistundi..the way they handle the problems, the way they think abt the solutions. Nenu enduku ala think cheyyalekapotunna ani badestundi. Kani malli anipistundi.. they are more experienced than us.. vallu mana lagey undi untaru okappudu ani. Kani mana laga ney na? antey enth avaraku compare cheyocchu manatho? comparision cheyadam veelu avvademo

Bcoz vallu unna conditions verey manam undey conditions verey. vallu mana laga fast life ki alavatu padaledu. Chadavatam, inka maha ayithey inkoncham valla way lo enjoy cheyyatam tappa vallaki verey go ledu anukuntunnanu. So chadavatam tappa maremi chesi undaru. inta distraction appatlo undedi kademo. Olden days anaganey naku anni black and white lo kanipistayi :P .Nakaney kadu chala mandi ki alagey untundi anukuntunnanu. adento movies ala influence chesayi manalni.

Yest one of the sirs, antey oka frend laga untaru, he was asking me abt my thesis. I said..chala kastam ga undi. em rayalo ardham katledu ani..navvesaru. He was telling abt his days. Ayana oka paper pulish cheyyalanna, thesis rayalanna, appatlo comps levu kada..so technical type writers kosam vetikey vallanta. Adee blore lo leka, mysore velli akkada aa type writer valla intlo ney undi night 12 ayina mottam pakkaney undi type cheyinchey vallanta. oka tappu ayyindantey ..white marker..antu edo edo tantalu padey vallanta. Xerox ki ivvalanna adey tantu. Oka 10 pprs xerox antey 1 week mundu icchi vellalsindey !! Urgency aney concept ye undedi kademo :O ..super kada.

Edanna pgm run cheyyali anukuntey comp undedi kadu kada..so madras daaka velli aa IBM m/c vadiki cards icchi job submit chestey, oka week taravata gaani result icchevadu kadanta. okka fatal error antey 1 week govindaaa govinda.

oof aa rakanga chustey manadi raja yogamemo kada :)). Ayina chacchi chedi na valla kadu royi chadavatam antam :( . enta bad kada ??

Yo yo krishna :)

Eeroju em chesano telusa?? meekela telustundi? nenu cheppali kada :)

na deggara oka form undi ..as usual careless ga bag lo paresa ninna. Adi koncham imp document. Eeroju morning lab ki vacchi chusa ..full mudatalu padi..edo waste paper laga undindi :(
kastapadda.. pedda laavu paati book lo petta, pedda baruvu kinda petta. ademaina koncham normal stage ki vastundi emo ani. uhu raadey :(

em cheyalabba ani chincha chincha......IDEA!!!!!! HURRAYYYYY anukunna (bayataki analedu anukondi)


Comp ON chesa..printer on chesa...MSword open chesa. white paper print chesa. i mean na form ni printer lo petti white paper print cheyamani command iccha annamaata. Anthey!! tatadaay ..malli na form kaneesam chusey stage ki vacchindi :P

Its bcoz paper koncham warm ayyi,uniform pressure ki subject avutundi kabatti.. sahbash krishna kadaaaaaaa :D

Na College.. na chweet memories :)

College vadili vellipotam inkonni rojullo kotta lokam loki adugu pedatam ... ee vishayam gurtu vacchinappudalla chala badestundi naku.

Eemadhya chala tarachu ga na gnapakaloki vellipotunnanu. Modati sari interview kosam ee collg ki vacchinappati sai ki..ippudu unna sai ki entha teda ani navvukuntunnanu.

When i first came to collg, ee campus chusi entha ga paravasinchipoyanoo.. Nenu join ayithey ikkadey avutha ledantey malli try chesta kani inko deggara matram chadavanu ani..ma nanna ki enni sarlu cheppanoo nakey teleedu. Opika ga uu kottadam tappa ma nanna nannu emi analedu. Adi ayana alavatu. papam :) Enni devullaki dannam pettukunnano naku ikkada seat ravali ani.

Seat vacchinappudu amma vallani vadili ravala ani edchanu. Chi enduku ee collg intiki intha dooram ga undi ani tittukuntu join ayyanu. Ippudu alanti collg ni vadili vellalantey chala chala badha ga undi. Intiki velthey eppudu collg vishayaley. Ma collg ala ..ila..tanu ila anindi, vadu ila annadu, prof ila antaru. 'Inka aapavey talli valla sangati nakenduku? nee vishayalu cheppu'..ani amma aney varaku sodi veyyatam :)

Na collg life naku chala nerpinchindi. Amma vallaki dooram ga undi na panulu nenu chesukovadam oka reason ayyi undocchu.Na kalla meeda nenu nilabadagalanu anna dhairyam nerpinchindi na life ikkada. My collg life taught me to be brave while facing problems. It taught me how to behave with ppl. It taught me how to choose frends. Ikkada naku frends antey evaro telisi vacchindi.It told me clearly what am i.
Nijam.. na collg life is one of the best life i wud ever remember.

Idey vishayam na frend ki cheptey..'dont worry ma.thats the game' antundi. 'Neeku ikkada chala manchi frends unnaru antunnavu antey mundu lerani kadu kada. Alagey next step of life kuda inka baguntundi ani anukovacchu kada. Neeku inka manchi frends untaremo. Appudu nuvvu oka matured person laga matladatavemo..ippudu unna chinna sai laga undavemo. Badha bhayam ani kadu..lets face it' ani anindi. Avunu nijamey kada. I have to face it..its my life and iam here to experience it. Make it the way i want it to.

Physical ga na collg life ki dooram ayina..na ee gnapakalu nakey sontam. Veetini evaru na nundi veru cheyaleru. Na bank lo bhadranga untayi. Eppudantey appudu nemaravesukovacchu.

Antaru kada.. GOD knows what to give you. He might be waiting for a chance. He might be waiting for you to get ready to take it. He knows how much you can handle.

Thanx cheppali ayanaki naku intha manchi life icchinanduku. :)